DWENDE o KABUTE? Alin ka sa dalawa?

Badtrip ako after makapanood ng Rated K sa ABS-CBN kaya naman naglabas ako ng sama ng loob sa text dahil wala akong internet sa ngayon. Marami akong nakakwentuhan na kapwa ELF, yung iba pare-pareho kami ng opinion, yung iba hindi at nirerespeto ko yun. Pero may particular topic akong nabuksan, yun ay yung mga klase ng ELF ngayong mga panahon na ito at isa sa mga kausap ko ang nagbigay sakin ng ideyang ito dahil narin siguro pareho kami ng pananaw.

Base na rin sa mga nakikita at nakakausap ko, sa facebook, twitter, tumblr, forums o sa personal man, eto lang ang napansin ko sa mga kapwa ko ELF, international at Pinoy, may dalawang klase pala ng ELF. Pero dahil Pinoy ako, magfocus muna tayo sa mga Pinoy ELF.

May 2 klase ng ELF sa Pilipinas:

1. DWENDE- Pinoy translation ng elf. Sila ang mga hardcore Pinoy ELF, yung klase ng ELF na kahit anong mangyari sa SuJu ay nandyan lang palagi, handang sumuporta , moral man o pinansyal. Sila din yung tipong tanggap lahat ng kahinaan at kalakasan ng bawat miyembro ng Super Junior. Iiyak pag umiiyak ang isa, masaya pag masaya sila, yung iba nga tatawanan pa yung member pag nakakatawa na yung pinaggagawa nila. Pero kahit mukang tanga na sila minsan sa kung ano-anong kalokohan na ginagawa nila sa sarili nila, tanggap na tanggap ng mga DWENDE ang lahat. A TRUE BLUE ELF ika nga. Isama na natin sa kategoryang ito yung mga official fans club sa Pinas na talaga namang napakasipag at dedicated sa Super Junior dahil sa mga fan project at kung ano-ano pa. Sobrang nakakabilib silang mga DWENDE J

1. KABUTE- Pinoy translation ng mushroom. Sila naman ang mgaoccasional ELF, yung klase ng fan na sumusulpot lang pag trip nila, kabute nga kasi. Maraming naglipanang ganitong klase ng fan ngayon, pansin ko lang. Sila yung mga klase ng “ELF” na nagpaparamdam lang pag may nangyaring maganda sa SuJu o di naman kaya e makikisali sa kasiyahan ng kapwa daw nila ELF, masabi lang na ELF din sila. Pero madalas, sila yung mga tipo na may konti lang na pinagdadaanan ang SuJu o ang fandom e nega (negative) na agad at aalis ng fandom tapos babalik pag humupa na ang tension at masaya na ang lahat. Isama pa yung mga “fans club” na biglang litaw at nakakapampagulo lang doon sa mga official fans club. Hindi ko alam kung nagpa- power trip lang sila o sadyang hindi lang talaga sila tunay na ELF.

Gusto kong papaniwalain ang sarili kong mas marami pa rin ang bilang ng mga kapwa ko DWENDE kaysa sa mga KABUTE. Na mas marami pa rin ang TRUE BLUE ELF kaysa sa mag OCCASSIONAL ELF lang. Na ang mga KABUTE ay pwedeng maging DWENDE pero ang DWENDE ay wag naman sanang maging KABUTE.

So, ikaw, alin ka sa dalawa? 

DIMINISHING SAPPHIRE BLUE LIGHT?

MAY 29, 2011, 8 PM. An episode all about Korea aired on one of the programs of a local network here in the Philippines. It’s fun, entertaining and educational since we have learned so much about the colorful culture of Korea. And one of the topics they tackle was the Korean Pop culture.

We all know that Korean music and entertainment has invaded the lives of not just Asian people but even those Americans & Europeans. Korean dramas were shown on local channels whether it is subbed or dubbed and everybody’s hooked on it. Korean music invaded the local music industry even though we don’t understand any word they were singing. But maybe that’s the magic of it, the mystery of its language and the feeling it brought to the audience, young or old it might be.

But what caught my attention was one of the highlights of the program, the music industry of Korea, specifically the KPOP idol groups. And one of them is Super Junior. You can’t blame a fan for noticing a thing, good or bad it might be, about their idols, right?

The host particularly said that this idol group is not active and famous in their own country. I don’t want to sound like a butt-hurt fan coz frankly even before I got into the fandom, I already know that Super Junior was not as famous as they used to be, but what hurt this fan’s heart was that they didn’t thoroughly researched the facts. Sure, Super Junior was not as famous as 2PM or other younger idol groups in Korea but still, they already established their band in the entertainment industry and they were now conquering America and Europe. Individual members of Super Junior even have established their own names in the industry as MCs, DJs, theater actors, composers, television hosts, product endorsers and entertainers. Is that what they call not famous? Not even half it was done by other group who’s more famous than them now.

They were not as famous as other groups not because they lack of fans and such but because of the competition in the Korean music industry due to the new groups sprouting like mushrooms. And this new groups look up to them as inspiration and as parameter for success because of what they have become all these years and their numerous achievements. Fans should know about it but sadly it’s not. Because of this program, I saw what some fans really are, to think that they are with SuJu longer than I am and that’s what really hurts me.

Fine, I was still new in the fandom, considering that I got into this just last year 2010, but even before I got into the fandom, I know for a fact that they are not as famous as they were way back when they debuted up to 2009 during Sorry, Sorry days. I know for a fact that they are getting older and, that sooner or later, they will gradually be inactive in the industry. But these things didn’t stop me from getting into the fandom. Why? Because of one particular thing that I saw between the idol group and their fans. Love.

I got lured into the fandom because of the strong bond between Super Junior and ELF. It was like having older brothers and sisters. A family. It was so pure and magical that I couldn’t believe it in my own eyes until I accepted it in my life. But where’s the fandom I know? The fandom that I believe will always be there for SuJu and for each other? Just because Super Junior was not famous as they used to be, fans will start to back away? I know not all ELF are like that but we can’t deny that there are really some who’s doing this kind of stuffs. Some fans backing away from the fandom and the idols they profess their undying love & loyalty just because they are getting old and started to be less famous. Some fans start to care less when they find other groups more famous than SuJu. I don’t want to believe that the Sapphire Blue light is diminishing….

I want to believe that there’s more ELF who will still be there for Super Junior when they become Super Senior. I want to believe that when Super Junior members part ways and do their own thing, ELF will still support each member on whatever they decide to do with their individual lives. I want to believe that ELF will keep the fire burning. I want to believe that ELF will keep their promise to cover the world with Sapphire Blue balloons. I want to believe that even if the fandom might dissolved and so is the group they cherished, ELF will continue what they have established, the love for each other. I want to believe that Super Junior and ELF are still family, that we are still ONE.

Even if things become like this, I want to believe that our bond is still strong……. Because that’s the fandom I know… that’s the fandom I got into… that’s the fandom I want to grow old with…

IS IT JUST A JOKE OR A BAD CASE OF BEING A FAN?

As a fan girl, it’s okay to say that your bias is your boyfriend, your husband or whatever you want them to be. It’s understandable since you are a fan but claiming and branding them as your own is another matter especially if you are threatening the lives of other fans.

I’m not into ELF text clan but I have friends from the fandom who got my number from forums and such, which was fine with me coz we have the same interest, Super Junior. And it’s been like a month ever since I’ve been in touch with other ELF through text messaging. It’s fun getting to know them more through it, but lately, I’ve been bothered by something.

At first, it was just one ELF who keeps texting that kind of group message saying things like she doesn’t want other ELF who has the same bias as her to text her. I thought it was okay thinking she was just jealous and it wouldn’t bother me anyway coz we have different bias. But then it gotten somehow disturbing when she started saying things like her bias was hers alone and worst was she mentioned killing whoever claims her bias, not just once but every time she send a group message. Is that a joke or what? Coz if that was a joke, it’s not funny at all.

As her fellow ELF and unnie, I did try to understand her since she was way younger than me. But it really disturbs me when other young girls like her do the same thing. One girl doing that, even if it’s a joke or whatever, is tolerable but when they become 2 or more, it’s quite alarming. Alarming because it’s not only that they threaten the lives of other fans, though I know she don’t have the guts and means to do it, but also their own lives when they keep saying they’ll commit suicide. And other fans really did it right? Why? I don’t get it.

There’s no harm in dreaming but sometimes you have to wake yourself up to pull you back to reality. You are not the only person in this world who happens to like him. There are so many fans out there who happens to like your bias too and you all have the right to claim them as your boyfriend or husband.  You can’t just stop and say to others not to like them. We all have equal rights. I don’t think a fan would like to be known as a delusional, obsessive, deranged one.

I MISS HIM :(