FOREVER STARTS FROM NOW

“There will always be faces that you can never look at and names you can never hear spoken without feeling any kind of emotions…just when you think you’re about to give up, you’ll remember all the reasons why you held on so long.”-AngeLuvJen

January 11, 2012. My tweetdeck was so noisy…updates everywhere…why? It’s the day which Super Junior & ELF were all waiting for… judgement day for the hardwork, efforts put into & money wasted ever since SJ’s comeback.

But everything was worth it…more than worth it.

And seeing them with that teary eyes but with big smile on their faces… every ELF sacrifices were compensated.

No more tears of sorrow were shed…only tears of joy can be seen on everybody’s faces. World ELF, though miles and miles apart from each other, held hands and rejoicing at this moment.

January 11, 2012. A new chapter in the history of Super Junior and ELF has been written. The Golden Disk’s “Daesang Award” was back in our hands again. The prize was given to the people who deserves it more than anybody else.

Now, we are back on page # 1. A new beginning. A new chapter. A new history will soon begin.

BEAUTIFUL MESS

I thought I was already in heaven when I saw Leeteuk’s new hair cut when a fantaken shot of him in SuKiRa was posted on twitter the other day. I was caught off guard coz I haven’t been online that day, thank God a friend tagged me with that post. And although I’m not really used to his short hair, seeing how gorgeous he had become, I had to push at the back of my brain all the side comments I had in my mind. I can’t think of anyone else so ethereally handsome.

Leeteuk at SUKIRA (credits to 蛇蝎Line)

And just when I thought he couldn’t get any better, he tweeted this selcas…

Source: @special1004

Source: @special1004

I have seen Heechul having a beard and looked like a beggar and all that but he pulled it off because maybe I (others too) have been so used to his eccentricity. But seeing Jungsoo with facial hair?I have never imagine. I’m not really fond of beards coz they make faces look dirty and only rock stars  and movie bad boys can pull it off. But an Angel having beard is something…

He does look good with beard and that gave him an aura of masculinity. Not that I’m saying he’s not masculine and all, but if your’e a fan who’s used to seeing your idols fresh & clean & close to femininity, you’ll really be surprised and would really think otherwise. He’s a beautiful mess absolutely no one wants to get rid of. 

WILD FLOWER

The highest form of compliment a man can ever receive from a woman in his entire life…is being told how BEAUTIFUL he is.

And I’m missing that beautiful creature so much…that although my ultimate Super Junior bias is Leeteuk, I admit that I really like Heechul…and I’ll be forever torn between this two.

I do really hope that Heechul’s fine in his military service…until the time he goes out from his service, I’ll be waiting…we will all be waiting but then I’m dreading for the day that Jungsoo will enlist.

“It is at the edge of a petal that love waits.”- William Carlos Williams

6 YEARS & STILL COUNTING

행복 6th 주년 슈퍼주니어!!!

SS3 3D: SEIZE THE MOMENT

“If you have the chance to take the moment that you know will be memorable, GRAB IT! Always think that the word ‘NEXT TIME’ is always too far.”

I’ve watched Super Show 3 Manila in Araneta last February 26,2011. I’m seated on Upper Box B along with a dear friend but even if we were far away from the stage, the feeling of just being inside the dome with the boys and other ELF’s so overwhelming. When it ended, I really wished it happen again and so it did…SMe announced the showing of SS3 3D in Seoul back in February. Netizens from all over the globe gone crazy hoping their countries could have it too.

We, Philippine ELFs,  have given the opportunity to see THE GREATEST SHOW ON EARTH. Remember that SS3 3D was only shown in Korea,Japan,Taiwan & Singapore. And for a third world country that we are, we are damn lucky that we are included in the list now. Let us show the world that we are worthy of it. That ELF from Philippines are here for Super Junior.

I know some were saying we keep on telling everybody to watch SS3 3D to have SS4 Manila and it was selfishness on our part. That they don’t have that money to be able to watch it and so on and so forth. True, we keep on promoting it not because the producers asked us to but because we are ELF. That reason alone is more important than anything else. And yes, it’s true that we want SS4 Manila to happen so we keep on reminding everybody to watch SS3 3D. But it wasn’t selfishness on our part. Is it selfishness when one wants to help the SS3 3D in Manila successful for us to be able to have SS4? The producers said it themselves that SS3 3D sales is one of the gauge for SS4 Manila. The sales of SS3 3D will be included in the funds for SS4. Now, is that what you call selfishness? It’s just damn funny how those people keep reacting over the promotions of fanbases for SS3 3d when they are the one who’s so eager to have SS4 Manila.

SEIZE THE MOMENT now that we still have it, coz believe me, it is ALL WORTH IT. The feeling of watching the real concert from that in cinema is different especially if you were seated in General Admission or Upper Box areas. SS3 3D will take you on the VIP SEAT!You definitely don’t want to miss it. 

MANTRA

“How can you believe int the word “BELIEVE” when there’s “LIE” in the center? When there’s “END” at the end of every “FRIEND“? And “OVER” in every “LOVER“?”

Then take this following words in you heart and mind…like a prayer… an incantation… a meditation…a MANTRA. Repeat it over and over again, and you’ll see everything will get better. Maybe not now… but atleast by doing this pledge, we all have one mind set. And that’s what matters.

I pledge thee…

LET’S FACE IT

“When you find the courage to stand up for someone, would be the moment you understand love.”

True. But…

It’s so hard defending the one you love when nobody seem to listen…

It’s so hard pretending you don’t feel any hate when your own body & mind screams anger…

It’s so hard trying not to let your tears fall from your own eyes when every time you see their hardships and all, the company they serve their whole life with don’t give a damn anymore…

They suffer too much… lose a member along the way… lose a big award for a stupid reason when we all know for a fact that they deserve it… 2 members went to serve his country… another one will go… and yet still standing amidst all of this.

I know it’s not SNSD’s fault but SONEs can’t blame ELFs if a fanwar starts again. If there is someone to blame here, it’s the company they serve. The unfairness and favoritism.

Let’s face it. If there is one idol group under SME who brings lots of profits in the company, that would be Super Junior. So please don’t take us for a fool. We are sick & tired of it. Don’t let the remaining gratitude & respect we have for bringing SJ into the KPop world vanish because of this crap.